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I Tried to No Avail
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By:
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Ympie_Stumble
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Mood:
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Lonely
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Date:
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09/26/2006 11:30:47
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Music:
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None
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Belittled in this world I feel I am,
I feel lost in this ultimate scam.
I tried my best,
And they say that's what matters,
Yet how come others still make jests,
And my life continues to shatter.
I tried my best, I tried I did.
But everything I said,
Made this relationship forbid.
I've tried my best to resurrect,
And to gain some respect,
To no longer be such a despicable suspect.
But to no avail;
To you and me, I have failed.
I did try, I tried my best.
And now our relationships have come to a rest.
My life is worth so little, myself I lay to rest.
Whispering winds of eternity,
Take my soul,
Take my soul to places untold.
Whispering winds of eternity,
Find me windswept plains
From these people that cause me hurtful pains.
I'm whispering to you,
To the lost hopes of affinity,
The winds of all life,
Take me away.
I no longer feel loved,
By but a few -
And even then we only make two.
I once heard some words spoken,
Words that have long now been broken.
You cannot deny it is so,
To you I appear more than low.
You told me once
That I was valuable,
A member of the closest family.
But look at it now, as I see it:
Have I not fallen into the deepest of hell's pits?
I have lost your heart,
Your compassion.
But I have lost more within myself:
I have no spirit; no beating of a heart;
I have lost all passions;
I no longer believe or trust in anything, not even myself.
I am alone for but a few,
Those who I cannot and will not name who,
But for whom I write this to,
I can tell you its not you.
Whispering winds of eternity,
Take my soul,
Take my soul to places untold.
Whispering winds of eternity,
Find me windswept plains
From these people that cause me hurtful pains.
I'm whispering to you,
To the lost hopes of affinity,
The winds of all life,
Take me away.
This is the last time you shall see me in this way,
No more from this very day.
Catch what you can,
Remember what you do, if it pleases.
But this is a firm set plan,
And my life is riddled with life killing diseases.
Whispering winds of eternity,
Take my soul,
Take my soul to places untold.
Whispering winds of eternity,
Find me windswept plains
From these people that cause me hurtful pains.
I'm whispering to you,
To the lost hopes of affinity,
The winds of all life,
Take me away.
Take me away from this life, this very day.
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